Away

Currently, 5:40am. I have returned from my trip, much happier than the entire year I have been working. It's strange, this feeling. As if I have changed, from who I was to someone different. The things I saw, the things I felt, I feel as if the entire world was much bigger than the simple mind could ever imagine. I thought that I would have a certain satisfaction, from this fantasy in my mind that I replayed over and over, but I don't think it's quenched. I think it will never be. I tried my best to assimilate into their city, and I think it almost felt natural to exist there. I felt comfortable, much more comfortable than I have ever been in this city, this town. Weirdly, I would do it again. I would go through the rigorous migraine that I had to endure for the entirety of the 6 hour flight. All just for another night in a city full of personality, where anyone could be anything if they decided to. I think that's exactly what I needed. I think that is exactly who I am. I already am excited for our next meet. Until next time, New York.