Dunno

Currently 12:54am. I am in a state of rambunctiousness. I added someone from my high school, I was curious as to how she is doing, and I wanted to know some sort of satisfaction from it, but alas, I felt even worse than how I thought I would. Seeing her live her life in a way she would want, free from the subtleties and the pressure from others, yet support from strangers is quite discouraging. It's because I am jealous of the support from random strangers. I am jealous that she gets to live her life in a way which disregards others, or even has any sort of attention from people. I am jealous, and here I sit with this green goblin, in the shadows. I am simply, truly, a loser.