Monday, June 26, 2023

Annoyance

 Today is June 26th, current time is 2:20pm. I'm still reeling from the drinking from last night. It would be a lie to proclaim I am at a hundred percent. I still have a small headache, but nothing incredibly unmanageable. It's a little like feeling off balance, not entirely on a level surface. That is besides the point, I know like many of you, I check instagram around 30 times a day. I leave this world and it's troubles for images of splendor, of food that look delicious far beyond the reach of man. Almost like we are transported into another dimension. That is, unlike what I am feeling today. For today, I am bored so bored in fact that I cannot shake from it. It's the boredom that bleeds into the very fabric of my soul. To many, it is easily deterred, smoke a little weed, drink a little, eat some food, listen to some music, be with your family. All of it, EVERYTHING disinterests me. It is unbearably unshakable! It frustrates me beyond belief! I look at all these pictures, of color and beauty, and I am so ANNOYED. As if these people with all their money, and their friendships, their love and beauty, could produce such a mediocre photo. Show me truly another world, another state of being. No, they show me pictures of pre processed feces. Thanks. Mediocrely made disney characters who are so base their motives are easily reproduced in every ten persons walking into walmart. How so bleak. How so sad. How so boring.