Currently 3:53AM Tonight I feel incredibly empty. Earlier, I could not fathom any other feelings but complete and utter loneliness. Loneliness, it enveloped my entire being, as such a fire that burns completely a piece of wood. Yet this flame would not singe me with it's burning flame, on the contrary, it's blue hue left me feeling cold and withered. Do you know what it's like to see them, who smile and enjoy the merriment of others, and to feel no sort of feelings whatsoever in the face of that? Who but a beast of the woods would empathize with one so distraught? It's quite alienating, as so I have said before. Oh but so many a time I would relay this story of courageous gleam! What a disaster to never be like them. I have realized this feeling of loneliness, at some time I would say this feeling would be alien but I have now realized it is more comfortable than many other feelings. It's cold embrace, and how I miss it so! Maybe I should learn to share and dig my nails into it more often, for what of the times I so many I am with others but to never truly enjoy myself. I am not like them, but a beast of the woods. Take me, far away from these mounds of flesh, let me become another beast of the woods, forevermore.
