It's 6:10am. Recently I have tried the whole relationship thing. What I have found, as an asexual is that it is of little interest of me. Time and time again I have found myself trying to grasp on to the tails of normalcy. Like many others, loneliness is a bane of existence that seems to tether us to our connections. Time and time again I find myself disinterested in more and more of these ideas. It is strange, I would think, to others. Yet I see that in an ideal world, I remain alone. I alone shadow the light of life, I alone could ever think of the love I have for others. There is simply no reason to love another when I could easily love myself. Love can no longer be limited by another. just and only, simply to love myself.
for me it’s the opposite, it’s easy to love other people i even start taking care of myself when others are in my life. But when i have no one to love i just don’t feel like doing anything
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