Wake

 Currently 6:35am. I just don't want to wake up, I remember the times in school that I had the constant thought, I wish I never woke up. Most days I wish the next day would never come, when my eyes never opened again. I wish I was more drunk to say this, more tired, more sad. Unfortunately I'm not. I keep expecting these things in my life, like I'm owed them, by some sort of miracle they would appear before me, and they just never happen. I wish I could wallow in this eternity of self indulgent pity forever, but that wouldn't be very "healthy" would it? If only it were...